I don’t believe I could be a good partner. I abandon anything the instant it loses novelty. There is no way I could naturally perform my role in a relationship every day. I may even be the kind of person who would start cheating if they got a taste for relationships but couldn’t commit to a person. I’d rather not open that box of possibilities. It’s easier to be my impulsive self alone.
And oftentimes nobody abuses you harder than yourself. You’re unique in that nobody is going to hold you accountable for brutally bullying yourself in your own head the way you wouldn’t to other people out of fear of punishment.